Taking pics and shoting porn. Casting pay for each video made if interest Missouri area

Been married 2 times now have 3 I take care of started this for my wife at the time. But here I am alone again. My ex wife was a sex freak I was good at it is what I was told. But not good enough to treat right. Moves away and lies and says I her to get in to housing. Fuck her all I did was try to love her. Just setting here lonely looking at a pic of my dick lol.What the fuck I have I done so wrong to be screwed over so much. Is there any good girls out here? But figured no one really knows me here I would vent. Thanks for anyone that reads it. Prey there woman for me somewhere