I'm so upset right now. I just had to walk home alone at 4am beause my boyfriend doesn't give a fuck about me. It was dark, and empty, and fucking scary. He's in the same neighborhood, just a few blocks away; yet he cooses not to give a fuck about me. He rather hang out with his boys while I'm alone, in the middle of the fucking night. I run into my friends. People who know me, I look the other way out of embarrasment. Why would I ever be walking home alone at this hour? No, not her. A friend finds my face...fuck. He escorts me the last little bit to make sure I'm home and safe. Now I'm here, typing this rant. My boyfriend's elsewhere, in this same vicinity. Hanging out with his boys, planning trips to Vegas. Fuck this. I'm being a good, faithful little girlfirend while he doesn't give a about me. Why am I here? He doesn't talk to me, text me, etc. I want him so badly. His affection. Yet, I'm still here alone. What do I do with this? I had guys drooling off of me tonight. Begging to have the priviledge to escort me home. Begging to have the priviledge to cook for me. I could have so much more. But I want him. Too bad he doesn't give a about me the way he used to a month ago. What the fuck happened?

It is 3am with minutes. I am at an extremely quite perfect level of . ... Except I'm alone at the momement....why am I so fucking horny. And I this one guy drooling on me. He wants my D....well, my V. mmmm sooo frustrated. I just want someone to at least pet it :/

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