I went to school in a town that has no stop lights. Everything is centered around farming and camo and all the that goes along with living in the country. Everyone here hates gays. I’m so ready to come out, but I’m also terrified. I just feel stuck in a room with no doors. Like I’m going to be stuck here forever and have to live the life of a guy that I’m really not. I’m tired of acting like the straight guy who is “just focusing on life and school, and doesn’t want to be in a relationship”. That’s not me, I really do want to be in a relationship. I want to find someone to kiss and cuddle and do everything else with.