You know, it would be nice if I got myself a thick girl again. I just want a girl taller than 5'4 , who is super thick

I'm honestly not knowing what to do with myself. I'm fit and Handsome. I try to appeal through personality but it's not working . is rough. I know other people struggle with the dating scene too but when I see these other fools with dicks smaller than me get bitches who are at least a 7/10 , it frustrates me. I have a nice dick too, 7 inch. It sometimes just feels like some Malevolent force pushes against my best interests . Since even though a girl starts talking to me genuinely, she suddenly stops messaging. I understand there are a multitude of reasons but when she has a genuine interest and she just up and goes. It almost feels like someone threatened her to not talk to me. And this isn't just the dating scene. I perfectly understand my overall situation is better than other people. But that still doesn't fix the problems. Am I simply just supposed to stay content with bread crumbs and live the rest of my life being denied ? Or can I make my own bread and be well fed? Which seems to be a common commodity amongst other people I see.